Let's do this together, mate.

Now, listen to this.

I love our time all along the way,
and our priceless conversation,
and our after midnight childish phone call moments,
and your own way to show me that you care for me,
and your smell (I know it's annoyed you sometimes :p),
and the way you listen to my cheesy stories,
and your way of think,
and your willpower,
and your reading hobby,
and your hands smell,
and your excited face,
and everything.

But, the most important thing for me is,
I love the fact that we're still being friends in our 'friends with commitment' relationship.

I don't care about what has brought us up here.
But now we're here and now we're fine.
So, as you said, let's get it on! WIHIW!

This song is now dedicated to you. Welcome. :)

When I first held you I was cold
A melting snowman I was told
But there was no one there to hold
Before I swore that I would be alone forever more

Wow, look at you now
Flowers in the window
It's such a lovely day
And I'm glad you feel the same
'Cause to stand up, out in the crowd
You are one in a million
And I love you so
Lets watch the flowers grow

There is no reason to feel bad
But there are many seasons to feel glad, sad, mad
It's just a bunch of feelings that we have to hold
But I am here to help you with the load

Wow, look at you now
Flowers in the window
It's such a lovely day
And I'm glad you feel the same
'Cause to stand up, out in the crowd
You are one in a million
And I love you so
Lets watch the flowers grow

So now were here and now is fine
So far away from there
And there is time, time, time
To plant new seeds and watch them grow
So there'll be flowers in the window when we go

Wow, look at us now
Flowers in the window
It's such a lovely day
And I'm glad you feel the same
'Cause to stand up, out in the crowd
You are one in a million
And I love you so
lets watch the flowers grow

Wow, look at you now
Flowers in the window
It's such a lovely day
And I'm glad you feel the same
'Cause to stand up, out in the crowd
You are one in a million
And I love you so
Lets watch the flowers grow
Lets watch the flowers grow

TRAVIS | Flowers in the window

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I have a new world. With bigger responsibility. I will not complaining anything. But please, I can't even held my tears when everything goes wrong and feels like I can't pass through it. Is it normal? Am I too sensitive?

But thank you for someone who always gave me 'that' kind of support, with his own way. It helps sometimes. Hehehe.
When I always questioning: "Can I pass this level?"
He always said: "I'm sure you can, little girl."

Thank you so much. ♥

And you lighten up my day when you continued your line with: "Because you are my golden girl".

Moments I want to rewind.

1. New year's Jogja trip on 2009.
2. Breakfasting at Bejo's on 2008.
3. 2005-2009 college's fun.
4. A whole lifetime quality time with family.
5. Laughing with no limits with friends.

And quality time with you all along the way, for sure.

I am not some little miss nice.

Sorry to say that. Tapi gw ngerasa udah selalu berusaha membuat semuanya, I mean relly everything, based on their track. Gw bener-bener baruuu aja sadar kalo orang harus diperlakukan sesuai dengan apa yang sudah dia lakukan. Terutama perlakuan orang tersebut ke diri kita. Gw juga sadar kalo I'm just a human being. Sering melakukan kesalahan, mungkin menyakiti orang lain. But I swear to God, kalo gw selalu berusaha untuk tidak menyakiti siapapun.

And please, I don't need some fake friend, although there's so many of them out there. Because for me, a friend is people who always think about your feeling, or your mind, or even your biggest problem. Not just care about theirself.

Jadi maaf, untuk para backstabber di sekitar gw, jangan berharap perlakuan baik dari gw. Karena kalian terlalu egois untuk jadi orang dekat di hidup gw. Dan untuk yang tidak setuju sama tulisan gw ini, maaf juga ya. Hehe gw cuma ngejalanin apa yang ngebuat hati gw tenang dan tidak merasa terbebani. Gw gamau jadi tertekan dengan melakukan sesuatu hanya untuk membuat keadaan menjadi NORMAL. Mungkin normal untuk kalian, tapi tidak normal menurut gw. So please, don't push me.